Saturday, March 7, 2009
long time no blog le~lazy marhs.hehes.my 1st 2009 blog =] LOL
This year had been very bz n tiring..i juz dunno y. maybe time has become more and more faster.lol. then, almost everyday after sch i would usualy meet up wif my laogong n then go for dinner(: usually reach home arn 8+ and if late
(after 9) will kena $10 deduction-.-sian. recently i have been training basket ball very hard to improve more coz i really want d team to win and hopefully d coach wun look down on me.but it juz seems unfair. on friday after d chinese oral, i forgot to bring d history project thing n i needed to go home to pass it to my fren to complete it was d due date. i knew i wuld be late for my training. so unfortunately, i bumped into her n then told her tat i need to do my project 1st then later go 4 training. she gave me a big fat NO.-.-"i was really worried and i noe my fren wuld kill me ><" juz in time he called me n i xplained it to him. then unexpectdly he asked her permision to excuse me during training..OMG! i was like shivering.lol. she gave me a scary look and gave me half an hr to come back training. since las year i culd tel tat she's not really appreciating me in d team as she once said tat she wants me to quit bbal if i 4get to bring any stuff again-.- but one thing tat she doesnt know is d improvement i hav made this year..y culdn she see tat? or is she pretending not to know?
Last couple months ago there was another case with my parents. I had this very bad habit tat they had been nagging abt. i juz seemed to ignore it. soon my parents were fustratd with it but i didn mind them scolding me as i knew it was part of my fault. but all of d sudden my mum decided to terminate d internet telling me many kinds of reasons and nearly wanted to send me to boarding sch.. my heart juz sinked. actualy past few weeks i hve been trying my best to change it and myself. 1st time of my life, i tried my best to complete all my hw,studying n striving to be beter~LOL. but they juz dun see it. one little mistake she will nag n nag non-stop-.- it was a habit since i was little! its not tat i wanted to be like this! if only they could understand how i felt.this left me crying contiously for 2 nights. then when she was abt ot terminate it d nx day, i fought hard for it n argued with her, finaly telling her my feelings. in the end, she decided not to=] it was a relieve..
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